sixteen. southern california. confused, distraught, and broken. listen if you please.

*all names used have been changed

16th November 2011

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i wish people never lied.

this seems contradictory, as i too am someone who frequently lies. but i wish people would own up to who they claimed to be.

people can change.

i understand, but to say you feel one way about something, and another about something else a different day confuses everyone. i refuse to be pulled into any more hurricanes. to lie so much that you change who you are is dangerous. to lie for attention is pathetic. to lie for acceptance is pitiful. to lie to yourself is the worst of all.

be yourself. you know who you are and the sooner you accept it, the sooner others will accept you. until then we are prisons in your maze that forever changes and has no escape.

16th November 2011

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mothermonsterslittlemonster asked: I love your blog title. If you got it from Looking For Alaska, OMG I will love you forever!!

i did! thank you!

15th September 2011

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ugh i want a part in the play so bad. it’s my last year to do this and i’m just so nervous and frustrated.

i hope everything works out. i want this so bad.

6th September 2011

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that horrible moment when all you need is a hug, and then you realize that there’s no one there.

5th September 2011

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how do i have this many followers on a blog with no posts?

ahhh it’s a mystery.

17th August 2011

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wecanwaitforthesun asked: i dont know if this is who i think it is but then again im not gonna ask, i dont know why you've made a new blog but what ever the reason im sure ill still love the posts :)

i just made a different blog because i was getting so sick of the person i was talking about on this one…like unbelivable annoyed and frustrated and i figured the best way to get over it was to just stop talking or thinking about them at all. if you want to follow my other blog that would be great though!

16th August 2011

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to everyone following this blog:

this is not Rachel (87daysbefore). just another John green loving 17 year old haha. i haven’t posted anything here in months, but it would be awesome if you all would follow the blog that i use daily, acrookedheart.tumblr.com

thank you!